Yawns i am so knackered from nearly 12 hours of school
And tomorrow is going to be another day
but ahh still gotta study cause now its clinics and we get shot a lot of questions
Today was at the allergy clinic and didn't know how to answer so many questions about immunology its just something like stuck in the deep recesses of my brain (hopefully) felt quite bad for having to day i have no idea cause the prof asked questions for hours he practically gave us like a whole tutorial on it all.

Yay i think next year i will join HTBStudents i didn't realize quite a lot of people go there. Quite a few of the imperial people! Had previously just heard about it from suelynn.

Was talking to like quite a few members of my old small group throughout the week and what really struck us was that we really missed the kind of sharing and support we used to have. It's so different from this year. It was a lot more personal where like everyone came forth and like shared about all their deepest darkest fears/personal problems/weaknessness and like we would pray about it together. Where we would work through people's problems together as a group. I am really quite amazed at how like even though at the beginning of the year there were problems and differences to be settled looking back, it was truly an amazing experience of genuine christian fellowship where everyone was a part of each other's lives in some way or another. Where even though everyone had different views, temperaments, values etc no one judged. I just realized i can link it to hospital life (gasppsss) its like having an MDM haha where you share your problems and different people with different specialities share their views on things haha.

You know i just love it when you talk to patients in their last days and then you see their eyes just light up when they tell you about their families. It makes you all feel warm and fuzzy. I totally agree with all of them when they tell of the importance of family and how thats all they need in life. At the end of the day, blood is always thicker than water. Was talking to my older sis quite long ago we said we think we'll like cry on each others wedding so she refused to sing a song for meee lol

Ok i should stop procrastinating and get to work